MOTH MESSAGE

Moths the nocturnal magicians.  They pollinate plants and support many farmers across the world, similarly to the bees.  

Moths have always had this really cool way of showing themselves to me over the years.  These amazing spirit animals have so many messages.  In transformation, trusting in change, freedom is here, moon energy, inner wisdom and shadow work.  The moth as it rises to the light reminds us to embrace the journey and remember to dance.

When the moth spirit animal comes into our space we are asked to look outside the box of day to day life and see what we may be missing or need to work on. They are also a reminder to trust the journey and enjoy every moment along the way.

Do you relate to animal spiritual meaning?  Do you have any stories that stand out? I’d love to hear about them!

For me connecting to the moth in a new beginning and the gratitude for the beauty and flow of the moment. I wrote this poem a few years ago that came as a message from a moth.  I hope you enjoy!

MOTH MESSAGE

It is time 

we come in 

and hold 

tight 

for we are the right 

path for tomorrow 

when the night 

strikes 

our light 

will ignite 

the divine 

right 

is all that will hold 

love 

in the hearts 

of all that think 

fear is here.  

Mark my words 

for this truth 

is our souls 

deepest desires 

folded 

not molded 

and now 

just told 

to hold 

the light 

For there is no other duty 

but to smile pretty…

It’s simple really.

Mad Hatter

Madness is in definition foolish, chaotic behavior and situations.

I read a post today that said “This was the last week we were FREE one year ago and didn’t know it.”

There are so many ways to see this statement... So let’s play!?!

CAGED or SET FREE?

Ok soooo here is the definition of FREE: Under no control, confinement, imprisonments and open do as wished.

I have been questioning this world since I came out of the whom and could talk.

I have also been bullied to a pulp about my opinions.

Until I mostly shut up about them.

And started creating within them.

The funny thing is....

Now everything I have been seeing, feeling screaming is all coming true.  Humans(mainstream) are just now STARTING to see. 

Were we happy before March 2020?  Were we as a human race healthy, strong and happy???  Where we happy with the WAY THINGS WERE??  Did we loose our freedom??

Or did we begin to get it back?

The government is corrupt.

Most people with money are corrupt.

This is a trickle down affect.

Our Media is CORRUPT.

Our medical system is infiltrated with ego. Corrupt.

Our education is manipulated. Corrupt.

Our business world is set up to use us for all the energy we have left as so not to notice we don’t have a life. CORRUPT.

There are millions of children being trafficked and it’s NOT the main topic of conversation???

Global warming and pollution could be eroding our planet.  HELLO THE ONLY PLACE WE ALL LIVE.  THE HUMAN RACE!

Emotional disorders in the human race for ALL ages is over 50% of the world population. SHOULD I TYPE THAT AGAIN???  OVER 50%!!! OF THE WORLD!!!!

This is the definition of madness.

Was March 2020 the true independence marking it’s way?

Was this the last week that we had to endure being lied and manipulated to the core?

I pray the truth keeps coming out.

From love, light and the greatest good of all. 

As the star dust twirls in the breezes of magic with love, may the seeds of new life bring freedom with wings 🧚🏼‍♀️💫🌎💞

Here’s the poem I promised!

What’s all the chatter about matter?

Truth of the matter 

It’s all chatter

Opposition 

Position 

Molded

Not folded

Even sewed up

Tied up

Kept

Swept

Under the rugs your great grandmothers

Stories told more truth 

About matter

Everyone thinks it’s chatter

That’s the laughing....

We all hear but 

Hold fear 

It will ‘never’ clear...

So take all your cheer!

Channel you think steers...

And be sure your not the deer

In headlights

Smashed for the glass eyes

On the mantle 

Think you can handle

The chatter?

The real matter?

Now there’s the real Mad Hatter  🎩 💫

EN

The Bubble

The energetic body encompasses your physical, emotional, mental and spiritual existences combined.  All of these areas are distinct in their own character, but they come together to provide us with our true and complete presence. 

Between scientific advances, technology, highly sensitive people and public experience there is a lot of information that can be found about the nonphysical bodies. Sadly, because it is not taught in elementary school, basic anatomy, science or biology classes, we have created a society without basic knowledge of the complete energetic human body. 

This in my research and experience is a big reason why so many of our society is plagued with anxiety, stress and mental disorders.

There are cultures like Chinese medicine that have and still use studies or tools on our chakra system and outer body layers to teach, heal and support human health.  

The Bubble is a tool I was taught many years ago, by a very experienced healer, that helped me heal the horrible pain I was going through. Since, I have learned the bubble in different forms from many other healers.  I also studied 7 modalities of energy healing, now certified practitioner in energy, learning the science and history of the tool.

By far it is one of the most powerful tools I have found.

The outer Body layer system is slightly different as to who is writing about it.  I will describe it as I have studied and from my experience.

The Ovum, depending on opinion, can be considered an extension of the etheric body or its own separate entity.  (The Etheric body being our first outer body layer.) In my experience the Ovum tends to have it’s own individual purpose.  It can be considered your second outer body layer after your Etheric layer. It can be seen as an egg shape of pure white light, or in a luminous grid (like a blueprint), coming out of our crown chakra which is located at the top of our skulls, and connecting around to our root chakra at the base of our tailbones. The Ovum or Auric Egg is seen on average between 2 and 3 feet around your physical body.  It serves as our protective layer, or referred to in ErinNicole.Love as our “bubble!”

For more of a breakdown and basic understanding of the outer body layers or auric layers you can take my FREE online class called ‘Understanding our Auric Field’ on Udemy.  The link in on my projects page. Link - https://www.udemy.com/share/1024Am/

Here are a couple links that describe some of what I am talking about.

https://www.consciouslifestylemag.com/human-energy-field-aura/

http://www.danielepiserchia.com/energy-spots-meridians-chakras--aura.html

Love&Light to all.

E

Multi Plex Breathing

This tool is something that always helps me to find my center or clear my mind. The power of breath and the mind is beyond magic the more and more we can connect to that center space. Being able to take our talk mind out of our head is one of the hardest things to do. Working with Multi Plex Breathing is a tool that can help to boost your ability to clear your mind and truly allow yourself to sink into a calm space.

I hope you all enjoy this tool!

Always sending Love&Light to all,

E

‘What if YOU are your job?'

‘What if YOU are your job?’

As an artist.

The creative mind is a puzzle.  The puzzle is always intricate. Or other words could be detailed, tedious, perfectionist… The creative mind has a way of seeing things outside of the box.

Painting and creating comes so naturally or easy!

But the business part did NOT come easy!

The business has been a journey of learning and growing…

It can feel uncomfortable, frustrating and a struggle.

Art alone is an entire project or job.

Art is not just play time.

It costs money.

It takes supplies.

It takes dedication and commitment.

It also needs a place to create.

A business needs all of that.

To most artist the words creative projects and work or business project mean two different things.  

The idea of business can bring overwhelm to so many creatives.  

The thoughts spill through the mind like ‘I’m not a business type of person’. ‘I can’t run my own business’.  ‘My brain doesn’t think like a business person’. ‘I’m different’. ‘My creations are just my fun’. “I’m not good enough’. ‘I have to have a job’.  

The list goes on…

‘What if YOU are your job?’

What does that even mean? 

What if YOU are your job?

Those words have come to me in so many ways and I didn’t understand what it meant. It didn’t seem possible in the world I lived in.  

I thought I had to have a job and that art was an outlet of fun or release.

I knew that there are artists making money off their art and I also knew that its a tough road of commission.  

It felt HARD.

Then I realized I was putting myself in a box.  I was not an artist.

I am so much more.

I’m a creative.

I’m a visionary.

I’m intuitive and empathic.

I’m play.

I have always been that way.

I remember the classes getting taken out of school.

I remember feeling confused.  I didn’t understand why the things that I felt came easy to me and that I was inspired to work on were the things that we not important.

This lead to many years of feeling NOT IMPORTANT.

Today there are soooo many of those creative minds that got shut down.

Now we are struggling to be happy and many of us don’t really know why.

For me it was feeling forced to do the JOB every day.  Everything was so repetitive.  

I felt board and didn’t know what to do about it.

I even found a JOB that was creative?

Almost 20 year in the beauty industry I have cut and colored hair, makeup, weddings, movie sets, extensions and hair replacement … you name it I tried and worked it.

I was making 6 figures and had an amazing salon team.  

And I was broken.

On the inside I was, what I liked to call at the time, “A Ticking Time Bomb”

And at the time I was…

Ticking.

BOOM!

Ticking….

BOOOOOM.

To most of the world I was a success.

And in my world I was in a box I thought I had no choice but to be in.

And there was a big part of me at the time that didn’t even know I was in this box.

The truth was shoved so deep inside of me … when I realized I was living a lie, 

To everyone around me... I was crazy.

And thank god today I am still crazy! LOL

It just took me realizing that it is ok to be crazy.

In fact crazy is what the world needs.

There are those words again …

“What if YOU are your job?”

I was so upset by this because I truly did not understand what that meant. 

I started calling myself an entrepreneur.

Which I am.

But for many years I thought that meant that I had to build a business.

And it kind of does…

But what I learned supporting businesses and non profits as well as running my own was that I was actually gaining tools.

Tools that I found myself applying my creativity to.

These tools were like a paintbrush and canvas.

I realized I could treat a business like an art project.

So if I make my art and business one big art project then I am my job!!

I AM MY JOB!!!

This journey has landed me on a path of creative play.

There is NO reason at all that we as humans can’t apply our natural talents and passions to the day to day ‘job’ that we do to create work, success and abundance.  

It is completely possible 

And wayyyyyyy less stress.

I don’t feel like I work.

I just create.

I hang out with cool people.

Give and receive healing.

Play!

And Live.

I owe this beautiful, intense journey to a thought…

A thought that “There has to be more?”

That I create my reality.

ME.

Acknowledging and accepting ME for the person I am and used to be.

The scared traumatized little girl, my bitchy attitude.

Judgements, needs and leads.

I’m a constant work in progress and I have made no mistakes.

I have only made decisions that led me to be who I am today and I wouldn’t take any of that back.  

Decisions I made at the time I was positive was the RIGHT thing.  Now I look back and see it was not only NOT the RIGHT thing but the absolute WORST choice.

And I learned.  I’m grateful.

Good or bad every experience and moment is an opportunity to create the moment.

You are YOUR job, journey, experience and time.

#InnerBeautyExperience @Natchurale

Behind the ‘E’

The United States Navy was a way for me to find myself.  It got me out of the beautiful small town I grew up in... that at the time I felt so trapped in. 

I wanted to explore the world.

I knew the Navy would allow me to do that.

I really had no clue what I was getting into. I was 17 and my hippie parents had to sign the papers. 

I was a super sensitive, intuitive and empathic child. And the world I grew up in had NO CLUE how to support my kind. I was bullied and intimidated consistently.  Put into special education classes at a young age and I didn’t know I had choice in that.

Right off the bat the Navy has me running our bootcamp class. I found my self in charge... talk about a whole new world 🙌🏼😳🙃🌎

I found a sleeping energy inside of me. 

I found diversity in ways I had never seen and couldn’t have been happier with my choice.

I was one of 3 people on my ship as a top secret Operations Specialist working on satellite 🛰 communication. 

80% female on the first test ship for a higher female ratio. The USS Pearl Harbor LSD 52

I went to 26 countries. 

I received 3 metals while I was in.

More than all of that I saw that no matter where you are the patterns in your life don’t go away unless you face them.

I learned that no matter where you are the strength IS inside.

I learned that for me I was an independent soul that couldn’t fly how I needed to inside the Navy. 

And I wouldn’t take a second of my time in the USN away. I am so proud of my experience, the people and places. The Navy primed and launched me into who I am today. 

The Navy was the beginning of knowing CHOICE.

The level of choice is so deep that it has all come full circle.  I was and am still that sensitive little girl that needs to love and accept herself. 

So the lesson in all this is that no matter where you go or what you do in life the patterns and belief systems that we hold onto as children don’t just go away. 

More to my story about CHOICE…

I found myself in the hallway with my chief constantly… I had so many questions… Why this? Why that? The Navy doesn’t really like that when you have a top-secret Clearance, you’re not supposed to ask questions. But mostly nothing made sense to me.

This was a similar patterns that I found back home. I had so many questions about everything… Why Christianity? Why Catholic? Why this not that?  One thing normal here is weird there??? To me they were so similar but they kept them selves so separate… School kids, religion, school it self… why this? Why that? 

Just like the Navy I was told to be quiet and let it be the way it was. This is just the way it is! 

I heard that everywhere and it literally made no sense to me… It is the way it is… 

Doesn’t mean anything.

The confusion was so real for me at times it took me over. 

How could we all be so separate how could we be also different? 

I was always so open inside of me. To say or be whatever I saw or felt... But everyone outside of me seemed to have a problem with this.. People didn’t want to honor the truth.  There was a fear inside. I wanted to push this... pretty much all the time. AND I also didn’t know I was pushing it... it just seemed to clear to me.

And I didn’t KNOW that they either did not see or were not wanting the world to know about.

What I sincerely didn’t know was that people are holding pain or trauma around these conversations, ideas or perceptions.

That sometimes I was actually hurting them by wanting to talk about these things.

I also DIDN’T KNOW that the trauma was so obvious to me.  I didn’t know that I was going straight to the thing... the one thing that holds them down.  Things to them that feels so sore that it feels like the only CHOICE is literally avoid it, stay away from it or fight to not touching it.

Inside I only ever wanted to be helpful, loving and supportive…

I didn’t know there was such a thing as being an empath.  

I didn’t know how to not touch the trauma.

I was feeling outside emotion and feelings from others on such an intricate levels and no one ever told me a human could do this😳🙌🏼

I did not know it was a CHOICE. 

It is a choice.  The tool to knowing this was creating more space for me. Learning more about what ‘I’ want and need and not what ‘other’ options and perceptions are.

We are ‘individual’ 

Energy with a soul path.

This energy we carry has swirling electrons that we can voluntarily strengthen and weaken.  It has become time that the statistics are proving that evolution is happening within our race.  It is time to seek information, seek the why and what is it really?  Conscious understanding is being completely open to knowing truth, no matter what for the highest good of all.

It is time humanity CHOOSES knowing.

Choosing Unity in Love.

Choosing to open up the mind to ideas outside of “Normal”

Choose strength. 

Choose self love.

Choose truth.

Always love and light🧚🏼‍♀️💞

ErinNicole

(If you are wanting to know a little bit more about the science go to my projects page and check out my free class on ‘Understanding Our Auric Field’)

Creative educational support is crucial

The percentages in education around supporting creativity, risk taking and problem solving has fallen by the way side.

The up coming work force and job trade is transforming through entrepreneurship.

Entrepreneurship is built around a creative and multi thinking mindset.

Statistics in education K-12 around youth creative are less verbal, less emotional expression, less talkative, imaginative, passionate the list goes on.

This is more than concerning it is worrisome and depressing.

Depression is the leading cause of mental disorders in the world. 🌎

It starts with our conscious mind to acknowledge the BIG problem.

Social awareness.

Creative educational support is crucial.

Without it we are plaguing our kind.

We all have to pee!

Depression is the leading cause of disability worldwide.

The importance of taking time out of each day to create love for ‘self’ is like having to pee.

The urgency in our society and planet for humanity to wake up and realize.

When your bladder is full you take a self-love action to the bathroom to release the unwanted or needed fluids from your physical body.  And the physical body can be very pushy and urgent about this feeling when we have to pee.

If I don’t take action, I pee pants.  This is a consequence of waiting too long.🤷🏻‍♀️

Depression, anxiety and stress-related diagnosis or non-diagnosis is a result of our energetic and emotional body holding on to its pee way too long.

It is in no way OK that our humanity is suffering in this way.

We are all energetically peeing all over ourselves our society and our planet.

The planet we all live on as humanity is suffering. Without the planet we live on there is no humanity.

I have been depressed. I’ve been in pain. I’ve been in the hospital. The doctors in the system that are in place to help me, only fed my fears.

I was being fed to believe I was a faking liar. And that same system convinced my loving family that that was true.

But, there was a feeling inside of me that knew that no matter what it looked like on the outside world, that what I knew inside me was true.

I’m not faking. I’m not crazy. And I’m not a liar.

I was in excruciating pain.  I was so lost and so sad. The fear I held inside of me is indescribable. I have never felt so alone.

There was nowhere for me to go.  I was peeing all over myself and I didn’t know how to stop.  I didn’t understand how I was creating this miserable reality.

How could it be true that the doctors that I was lying??

I was clearly in so much pain?

I REALLY didn’t know why I was in so much pain?

How could my parents believe them?

These were many of the questions that flew threw my mind sooooo many times.

I had a choice…

It was to reluctantly listen to the doctors and probably go to a mental hospital or rehab.

OR

To look outside of what western medicine was offering.

I then learned that feeling I had was RIGHT.

I’m not faking. I’m not crazy. And I’m not a liar.

I learned our human bodies are also energy systems that build up all kinds of micro atoms consistently, many of which we do NOT need.

These Atoms can hold many different types of vibrations....

Like.... anger, sadness, grief, anxiety, stress...

Especially in the society we live in where everything is so fast-paced and go go go.

Cigarette smoke, car pollution, and factories contribute to an atmosphere full of free radicals.

Considering our bodies are made up of millions of different atoms there is no way we are not being affected by all of the free radicals in our atmosphere! 

As we breathe every day.

We work, drive and connect to many different people, places, and situations.

As humans, we are magnets for this type of energy to attach to.  That is how a ‘free radical’ works. Also why antioxidants, walking in the grass or sand and breathing fresh air are things that are popularly pushed in our more holistic food industries.  

Antioxidants are what can balance and stabilize a free radical back to a thriving Atom.

Anyways...This is about pee!

The moral to holding on to our energetic pee is that humanity is suffering.

Humanity suffering and unable to pay attention to our house(Earth) burning around us.

How many people are being given diagnosis and medication that is not needed?

How many people are suffering and don’t have the means or the tools to help or support themselves?

How much are we not told?

Why is no one talking about this? Teaching this???

Simply not talked about.

Energetic Pee = Human Suffering

Human Suffering = Earth Suffering

No Earth = No Humanity

ErinNicole

Find out more about the human body as energy by simply googling Chakra System, Auric Fields, Outer Body Layers, and Meridians.

Also check out my class on Udemy called “Discovering Our Auric Field”

https://www.udemy.com/course/discovering-our-auric-field/?src=sac&kw=discovering+our

Snail Painting Sneek Peek Video

Growing up in Yosemite I was always playing in the rain, wakeboarding, snowboarding, and mainly exploring through the woods.

Paying attention to detail was always a part of surfacing the magic.

And still is.

Little things that make a big impact hide in small spaces.

Taking time to slow down and look, has uncovered so many amazing treasures… 

 Like this beautiful leaf hiding in the grass.  

We are all a piece of Gaia’s creation working simultaneously together…

As their veins look no different than ours.

Animals showing up in our path hold an energy signature representing a symbol in our life that holds a message.  

A spirit animal.

Along with a few others, the snail has been a constant on my personal journey.  

The Snail represents being in the present NOW moment.

Have a snail cross our path…

Or find ourselves caught in the swirl…

Taking time to focus.

Any pace is a good pace.

Trust the process.

ErinNicole.Love

Behind the ‘E’

I wouldn’t be the strength that I am today if it wasn’t for the people around me.  

ErinNicole.Love is me.  It’s my creative passions, desires and fun!  I am a tree and I stand proud in my roots as I pixie dust the world with my leaves and flowers!

I am my creations and I stand in them because of the roots that stand with me.

ErinNicole.Love is art, crafts, video, photography, learning and most of all a team or as I call it the #Famili 

#FamiliTree ‘s are all of you standing out there sparkling in your independence for the world to see.  

The tree’s in the forest around me nourish, comfort and support me always with love in their hearts, giving in their soul and not a thought to judge.

I am who I am not all by myself.

We are all on our growing path to be a tree, flower or bush.

No matter where the path is, it is perfect.

So today I begin a section of ErinNicole.Love that highlights the magic people that makes it happen!

Called - ‘Behind the E’

‘Behind the E’ there are many trees! 

Love, Life, Art and Creativity!